My life is not becomin ne simpler and ne happier its jus that i m being buried in the so called struggles of life.My so called problems are creating much more problems for me today i angered my best friend due to the erratic behaviour of my mind .....

And behaved like an egoistic(watevr it is called ) person.Though i was able to convince her but atleast i angered her due to my foolishness and for the first time ever in my life i was said to have an ego problem though she understood my problem latr when i calld to some extent though not completetly coz i hav not told her the full story..........

We had plannd to meet today and i jus kept waiting that i will call her or msg her if only she contacts me first to fix the time of meeting and each and evryone in this wrld in this wrld wil term my behaviour as effect of an inflated ego except who understands the way my mind is working these days .........

I was just expecting a call frm her so that i can be sure that she cares abt me and when her call didnt came i was not too pleased i m not too pleased with my beahaviour and i knew that time too that i was wrong but wat to do my mind couldnt make my heart understand that wats wrong and wats the correct thing to do in this situation.......

These things are happening for the first time in my life i used to sad for some time never ever a full day but now this thing has been happening for a few days since i m new to these type of experiences i cannot see any way out of this trouble.........

I am gonn ameet my frnd tom in a hope that talking to her will solve my problem but i m damn sure that this is not gonna work its there in my mind and only mind can sort it out for me so looking fwd for a new day which might free me of this trouble.........