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Well i m back to being the same cgirpy ,joyous me which i was not for a few days till now,i am not sulking these days and hav becum the normal human being i was abt a week ago until i had not been caught with enotionalocycolipia(the name for my disease given by myself)
I didnt regain my emotional composure because of sum efforts done on my part.It was just possible due to the efforts og my frends who stood by me during this crisis........
I just wann athank them dey wer just too gud forme advising me at evry step on how to regain my mental commpsure......
I owe it to 3 ppl who did deir best to get me out of this....
N d long awaited list is......
Karan Marooo
Shrikant Nigam
N of course
Ankita Singh
I just luv these guys more than i used to do before this
Thank You
Thnx vry much..........

My life is not becomin ne simpler and ne happier its jus that i m being buried in the so called struggles of life.My so called problems are creating much more problems for me today i angered my best friend due to the erratic behaviour of my mind .....

And behaved like an egoistic(watevr it is called ) person.Though i was able to convince her but atleast i angered her due to my foolishness and for the first time ever in my life i was said to have an ego problem though she understood my problem latr when i calld to some extent though not completetly coz i hav not told her the full story..........

We had plannd to meet today and i jus kept waiting that i will call her or msg her if only she contacts me first to fix the time of meeting and each and evryone in this wrld in this wrld wil term my behaviour as effect of an inflated ego except who understands the way my mind is working these days .........

I was just expecting a call frm her so that i can be sure that she cares abt me and when her call didnt came i was not too pleased i m not too pleased with my beahaviour and i knew that time too that i was wrong but wat to do my mind couldnt make my heart understand that wats wrong and wats the correct thing to do in this situation.......

These things are happening for the first time in my life i used to sad for some time never ever a full day but now this thing has been happening for a few days since i m new to these type of experiences i cannot see any way out of this trouble.........

I am gonn ameet my frnd tom in a hope that talking to her will solve my problem but i m damn sure that this is not gonna work its there in my mind and only mind can sort it out for me so looking fwd for a new day which might free me of this trouble.........

Whatever i do i can nevr forget that very specal girl in my life obviously i cant name her........K lets cut the crap,her name's ****....
Our relation watever you say ws not a normal one and we had started likin each other even before we had met each other .We were introduced by a common friend but that onluy on a phone..so we chatted on the phone for almost one and half months for almost 45 mins daily before we met ....
Then one fine day finally we met and and after meeting her i was sure that i was in love with this girl though i dont noe seriously wat love is......
After meetin her i started drinking cold coffee(obviously because she liked it).I ws always thinknig abt her but then we had to part i had to go out of lucknow and she too had to go to Noida.....
And till this time we had met only two times in person(and i always rue this fact) but knew each and everythin about each other and our families too...........I thought that i luvd her
But the seaparation had his effect on us or to say better our relation......I dunno wat happened to me,i started neglecting her i never called her and when she called me i was rude to her i started behaving as if i had done a favour to her ............

Then finally i roke off frm her(citin sum reasons which seemed logical to me at that time)..........i m such an idiot...........i m such a d***
Well finally time passes and i start remembering her..........how sweet her voice is and how much i miss her voice.......................

THen we start talkin again(I wouldnt go into details of that)!
Then after our talks resume i once again start loving her like i used to before leaving lucknow then frm somewhere i get the feeling that she has alov interesr somewhere else this addens me and stops me from showing my emotions towards her........
Then another misunderstanding and we are fighting this time and both of us can be so irritating i never knew.......
BUt even after that though she ws angry at me but she herself calls me and talks normally as if nothin had happened between us .I just love her for this ......
Such a asweet voice she has got....I can not forget her........
I just long for her and hope to meet her which is very difficult and hasnt been possible for abt 1 yr and 9 mnths .I just miss her............
I just look forward to June when i can meet her till then our old fithful phone is the only medium i can talk to her........
But if possible i vud like to b with this gal he whole of my life.............

Well i dont know what has happened to me,I m and always used to be a fun loving guy
But somewhere in my heart i think something has changed in my life specially considering my friends
I dont know what has happened but i expect a lot from my friends specially good ones(now dont be afraid to be a goo friend of mine i need you ) i become jealous and sad when some of my good friends talk to others more and less to me ...
I m hurt very much if the scrap book of some of my friends of my school and see some scrap in their scrap book of my classmates but who havent scrapped me.....
I just dont know why i m so sad if he talks to her and decides to ignore me on YM though she had some problem of her own........
One thing i have come to realize that you may be as good a friend of anyone but wen a case of gf and bf comes you are sure to be neglected that is it .........
And i just hate this fact why cant ppl give vaue to their friends even after gettin involved with someone.....
Its not like these guys always neglect me AnA meets me even due to her time constraints many times and every time sans the particular V i like this thing ........
But i seriously dont like wen ppl continue talking about their love interests to me.Its ok i know you consider me a good friend i too like you.You wanna share things with me its ok,tell me about ur love interest and some things and may be an occasional chat but i m bored with your how he/she behaves when i do this or how do i behave when he/she does this.....Or showing me her/his pics ;its ok i have seen ur love interest and i am not gonna grow fond of them if u talk about them just gimme a break.......
PS:-I thnk all this was exaggerated(whatever the spelling ) but atleast some part is correct i m just distressed by the way my life is just dont like it...............

Well today i wanna write abt the holi celebrated in IIIT.........
This was my first holi celebrated without my famiily but this holi was one of the best holi i celebrated .....seriously holi in IIIT rox.......
We started off the proceedings by tearing of the shirts n t-shirts of each other and not leving even the vests of each other..
Some time later the situation was that none of the ug1 guy was wearing his shirt or t-shirt every one was topless .... U could distinguish ug1 frm odrs by this fact seniors wer all wearing shirts n we ver all topless though after sum time they too followed the suit. We even used the mud of the ground everything we could lay pur hand on we used ..
though i feel sorry for rajesh whose shirt was torn off n was sad abt it...
N sum ug1 guys who didnt come they missed a very gud day in IIIT
Though this ws gud but there was one major drawback that the colours wer very less...
N sum of the guys used greese(watevr b the spelling) and wen their turn refused to be coloured
BUT OVER ALL IT WAS MY BEST HOLI SO FAR though a bit short but short n sweet

As i had promised i am writing about my favs::
MY FAV:-
Movies-DDLJ,SWADES,THE LEGEND OF BHAGAT SINGH
Singers -LUCKY ALI , KISORE KUMAR , SHREYA GHOSHAL , AVRIL LAVIGNE , CELINE DION , BSB
Actor- SRK , AJAY DEVGAN
Actress- PREITY ZINTA , KAJOL
Sport- CRICKET(OFCOURSE NE DOUBT)
Sportsperson- SACHIN(THE GREATEST),LEANDER PAES,RONALDO
Dish-ALOO KE PARANTHE N MAGGI N NAMKEEN SENWAYI
Books-GREAT EXPECTATIONS,FPS,
I know dis post sucked very bad but i had 2 tell nething abt myself so i did it !!!!!!!!!!!1

Yesterday i saw Kal Ho Naa Ho 4 d 3rd time n i cant get bord of dis movie dis movie rox yaar seriously rox dis movie has everything u can ask (atleast i coz i dont like action much) it has comedy ,emotions,luv,friendship i dont noe wat more but i just feel dat itt has all d ingredients u can ask 4 in a gud movie......
From dis i think i shud write a blog abt my favs my next blog is gonna b dat!!!!!!
So wait 4 sum minutes 4 d next!!!!!!!

So i finally bought my laptop finally after so many confusions n delays i finally managed to buy lappy 4 me well after thinking so much abt buying HCl lappy i finally decided to stick with Compaq
wel its 256Mb RAM n 80GB Hard Disk n 1.6 Ghz processor n wat else other things r normal
i dont noe how my life will change after buying the laptop but its sure to change in sum way
i dont hav nething more to write abt this topic but one thing as i had promised myself the first song that played on my lappy was of LUcky Ali first movie we saw is Mouse Hunt which is still incomplete coz we hav seen only 1 cd other cd we'll see tomorrow
So bye 4 now gud night to me