Whatever i do i can nevr forget that very specal girl in my life obviously i cant name her........K lets cut the crap,her name's ****....
Our relation watever you say ws not a normal one and we had started likin each other even before we had met each other .We were introduced by a common friend but that onluy on a phone..so we chatted on the phone for almost one and half months for almost 45 mins daily before we met ....
Then one fine day finally we met and and after meeting her i was sure that i was in love with this girl though i dont noe seriously wat love is......
After meetin her i started drinking cold coffee(obviously because she liked it).I ws always thinknig abt her but then we had to part i had to go out of lucknow and she too had to go to Noida.....
And till this time we had met only two times in person(and i always rue this fact) but knew each and everythin about each other and our families too...........I thought that i luvd her
But the seaparation had his effect on us or to say better our relation......I dunno wat happened to me,i started neglecting her i never called her and when she called me i was rude to her i started behaving as if i had done a favour to her ............

Then finally i roke off frm her(citin sum reasons which seemed logical to me at that time)..........i m such an idiot...........i m such a d***
Well finally time passes and i start remembering her..........how sweet her voice is and how much i miss her voice.......................

THen we start talkin again(I wouldnt go into details of that)!
Then after our talks resume i once again start loving her like i used to before leaving lucknow then frm somewhere i get the feeling that she has alov interesr somewhere else this addens me and stops me from showing my emotions towards her........
Then another misunderstanding and we are fighting this time and both of us can be so irritating i never knew.......
BUt even after that though she ws angry at me but she herself calls me and talks normally as if nothin had happened between us .I just love her for this ......
Such a asweet voice she has got....I can not forget her........
I just long for her and hope to meet her which is very difficult and hasnt been possible for abt 1 yr and 9 mnths .I just miss her............
I just look forward to June when i can meet her till then our old fithful phone is the only medium i can talk to her........
But if possible i vud like to b with this gal he whole of my life.............

Well i dont know what has happened to me,I m and always used to be a fun loving guy
But somewhere in my heart i think something has changed in my life specially considering my friends
I dont know what has happened but i expect a lot from my friends specially good ones(now dont be afraid to be a goo friend of mine i need you ) i become jealous and sad when some of my good friends talk to others more and less to me ...
I m hurt very much if the scrap book of some of my friends of my school and see some scrap in their scrap book of my classmates but who havent scrapped me.....
I just dont know why i m so sad if he talks to her and decides to ignore me on YM though she had some problem of her own........
One thing i have come to realize that you may be as good a friend of anyone but wen a case of gf and bf comes you are sure to be neglected that is it .........
And i just hate this fact why cant ppl give vaue to their friends even after gettin involved with someone.....
Its not like these guys always neglect me AnA meets me even due to her time constraints many times and every time sans the particular V i like this thing ........
But i seriously dont like wen ppl continue talking about their love interests to me.Its ok i know you consider me a good friend i too like you.You wanna share things with me its ok,tell me about ur love interest and some things and may be an occasional chat but i m bored with your how he/she behaves when i do this or how do i behave when he/she does this.....Or showing me her/his pics ;its ok i have seen ur love interest and i am not gonna grow fond of them if u talk about them just gimme a break.......
PS:-I thnk all this was exaggerated(whatever the spelling ) but atleast some part is correct i m just distressed by the way my life is just dont like it...............